Wednesday, June 15, 2011 | 9:17 PM | 0 comments
Because i'm being compared with my cousin.
Okay,the person who compared me with my cousin is my Ekonomi Asas teacher@my mother's cousin.
So,she's like have that kind of relationship with me n my cousinlah.
Okay,here's d story.
My marks for Ekonomy this recent exam only got 40.I failed.That's really makes me feel so bad.
I almost cry when I saw my marks on Monday.But then,i'm okay.
But,today d teacher suddenly talk about our class Ekonomy marks.
She said that my class seems like no 1 can get A+ n also A for SPM.
She dissapointed with our mark.
The highest marks is 56,my best fren Syahirah got that.
I'm proud n happy for you my dear fren.
Keep it up.
Then,she told my class that,there's 1 student from last year,that always failed for this subject but when she got SPM results,she's got B+ for her Ekonomy paper.
That makes d teacher really proud with her.
I'm impressed lah with d student she mention about until she told our class d student's name.
"A A.Do u all know this students?"she said that to our class.
I'm very surprised when she mention my cousin's name.
Suddenly,i feel like so sad n my feelings is so down when she praise my cousin.
I'm happy for my cousin of cuz.Not that i'm jealous with her but d way my teacher praise d students like she looks down on me.
She knows that we are cousin but both of us keep it silent.
I only told my best fren that she's my aunty.
D rest donno.
Maybe bcuz my marks is bad.N she keep looking at me that makes me feel uncomfortable.
Then,i try to not cry althought my tears already want to fall.
I told my fren about that.
N my fren told me to prove to my teacher that I can do as better as my cousin.
I also feel really spirited to study hard for her subject so she can proud with me.
I really2 feel down after that.
But,after went to library with my fren bcuz i'm not taking +Maths,i feel better.
So,that's lah d story.
I really2 don't like it when i'm being compared with someone else.
But,that really makes me lively lah to study hard for my coming SPM!!!
But,in that sad2 condition I also happylah.
I got 4th place in my class frm 34 students.
I never expected it.Luckily,my numbers were inform after Ekonomy class was over.So,it makes me feel happylah.
But,although i got No 4 but my marks for M3,PA,EA N SJ not that I can proud about.
So, I must work hard to keep my position n study all Subjects to maintains my mark n study hard for d subject that I weak.
Okeyz,that's all for today.
Feel so relieved after I wrote all this!!!!
Juz wanna add something.
My Dear Key n Taemin,Pleaselah
Can u two juz be polite like ur Onew Hyung when there's a fan greet ur all?
Don't be sombong2 bha!!!!!Haisyy.....